Inner Moonlight

So today I took it upon myself to break one of the number one fashion rules: Brown + Black. I did it. I wore brown AA leggings with a swooshy black ribbed cardigan by Artizan. I felt like breaking some rules today. I think I did it quite nicely, pairing it with nude t-strap heels from Aldo and a ruffled burgundy top from Dyamite. Also with a faux Burberry plaid headband. I enjoyed it =]
I went to go see The Spill Canvas concert on Saturday. It was beyond fabulous. If you havent heard of them, I suggest you check them out. Favourite songs include The Tide, All Hail The Heartbreaker, This is for Keeps, and Lusta Prima Vista. ALSOOOOO Nick performed a kick ass rendition of Self-Conclusion.
WOW I'm watching So You Think You Can Dance, I love this show. I wish I was half as good as these people. As far as fashion goes, I love almost all of Cat Deeley's dresses. I would kill for her legs. And Mia is looking killer sexy tonight. I also cannot wait to see Alex Wong and Twitch do a hip hop routine, mmmm baby.
ANYWAYS Y'ALL PEACE BE WITH YOU AND PARTY HARDY ON CANADA (DOMINION) DAY!!!!

Call me Crazy but...

No actually you can just call me crazy. Fuck all this writing to please ppl, I'm going to write what I feel right now at this moment. And at this moment I feel absolutely nuts. I felt all day a sort of impending doom, then at 3AM called my dad to pick me up from my friends house and bring me home cuz I was sad. I just felt so alone, and I guess I'd rather be alone with my cat and my stuffed animals. Maybe it was cuz moths flew in, maybe it was cuz my ankle hurt, maybe it's cuz I'm not quite over my attempted suicide of Sunday night. I try to brush stuff aside but I guess it can't be brushed. This empty feeling is stuck here. I hate falling asleep alone. I need someone awake with me for me to sleep well. If this is due to spoiling from Michael I don't know, but all I know now is that I can't cope. Insomnia isn't pretty, especially when it depresses me to extreme extents. I just want to be in his arms. Maybe I sound needy and clingy but wtf I am. So it goes. All I know is that everything feels like it's in a dark hole right now and I just need to chill. I am confining myself to my house until next Tuesday when I will emerge for a dance supper, until then I am here. I think that is best. I need to chill and relax and think.

Like Ducks.

So me being the animal lover that I am, I decided to pay a visit to the duckpond down my road today. I brought bread for the little duckies (yes, I know that bread isn't great for ducks, it's as healthy for ducks as junk food is for humans, but everyone deserves a treat once in awhile, yes?) So anyways, I started throwing little bits of bread to the ducks, and all the white ones waggled their little duck bums over, but the mallards and the spotted brown ones stayed where they were. I thought it was a little weird, but I continued feeding the hungry whiteys. When they were done feasting they started to swim back to their shady little spot under a tree. But much to their surprise the coloured ducks had claimed that are for their own. Enraged, the white ducks began flapping their wings and quacking loudly and swimming towards the coloured ducks angrily. The coloured ducks fled, quacking in fear. The white ducks then surrounded one little brown duck, splashing him and nipping his bum. The poor guy kept trying to fly back to his coloured comrades, but they were already halfway across the pond.
This continued for awhile, and finally peace was established with the two duck clans at opposite ends of the pond. I thought that this was quite an interesting happening, I assume that the clash was due to the fact that the white ducks were considerably bigger than the coloured ducks, and they were clearly bullies.

The fact that this is the most exciting part of my day is pretty sad. I need a life, yes? But I do like ducks. I would buy a duck as a pet if I could.