Another Messy Ending

Long time no blogski.
I had my famjam reunioncat. It was fun. Got to see people I hadn't seen in a long time. There was also this girl who came who my Aunt sort of 'adopted' in Ukraine. Her name was Angela and she was pretty much AWESOME. She didn't speak English so I kind of taught her while she helped me with my Ukrainian. I can understand really well, but my speaking skills are lacking a bit. We managed though. She was quite adorable. She might be coming here for Xmas though, which would be great! We took some pictures, so when my Aunt sends them to me I'll be posting them, on Facebook at least.
I started school also. It's really fun and interesting. Made friends with a girl from the Gaspe Coast. Shes too cute, the expressions from there are amazing. Instead of saying really or real they say some. I've started doing it now too a bit hehe. Ex. You're some pretty. I love it haha.
I want harem pants. Really badly. Thought I'd share that. They look so comfortable, but you look rather fashion forward while wearing them. Im so down for a kick ass charcoal grey pair, or an indigo pair. Paired with a nice tank and lots of jewellery it would be gorgeous. I also need to invest in a gun metal cross. Im not really religious, but they look badass. I know, its probably a sin, but looking bad should be a sin too. Ohhh, I'm going straight to hell.
On a personal note, life is going a bit kook. Which is fun, but stressful a bit. I dont really want to divulge in personal details when I haven't real discussed this much in real life, but I hope it all ends up awesome and fun! :]
Anyways I am starving. Must go chow down. On cats. Jokes.
xoxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx DFTBA

Pretty as a Car Crash

Haiiiiiii ppl!
So the other day somehow my boytoy and I got to watching videos about area 51. Area 51 is a government/military base that is super secretive and like if you trespass they are allowed to use deadly force to get you out of there. There is suspected Alien experimentation and U.F.O.'s are spotted there quite often. There was a case of an employee there who quit/ got fired and then decided to tell the world that they experiment on alien spacecraft.
Here's my take on the whole thing. Since it is a military base, it's actually an airforce base, they obviously don't want outsiders looking at it and knowing what's going on because they could give information to other countries, which would totally defeat the purpose of developing superior weapons / aircrafts. UFO means unidentified flying object, and if they are testing planes there, there are OBVIOUSLY going to be things flying about that people have never seen before. And that guy probably got fired and needed some quick cash and knew that he could get interviews and TV bookings if he made up some huge conspiracy.
That is my take on Area 51, in a nutshell.
Im going to apply for some jobs today, but it is effing hot out. I need some nice clothing of the appropriate but not sweltering variety. Good luck Beans. I have some nice shorts from buffalo that are tailored and professional looking, Im thinking of pairing it with my oversized white blouse/ dress shirt from H&M, but if I sweat that will look nasty. Oh dilemmas.
Anyways kiddies keep it real!

Inner Moonlight

So today I took it upon myself to break one of the number one fashion rules: Brown + Black. I did it. I wore brown AA leggings with a swooshy black ribbed cardigan by Artizan. I felt like breaking some rules today. I think I did it quite nicely, pairing it with nude t-strap heels from Aldo and a ruffled burgundy top from Dyamite. Also with a faux Burberry plaid headband. I enjoyed it =]
I went to go see The Spill Canvas concert on Saturday. It was beyond fabulous. If you havent heard of them, I suggest you check them out. Favourite songs include The Tide, All Hail The Heartbreaker, This is for Keeps, and Lusta Prima Vista. ALSOOOOO Nick performed a kick ass rendition of Self-Conclusion.
WOW I'm watching So You Think You Can Dance, I love this show. I wish I was half as good as these people. As far as fashion goes, I love almost all of Cat Deeley's dresses. I would kill for her legs. And Mia is looking killer sexy tonight. I also cannot wait to see Alex Wong and Twitch do a hip hop routine, mmmm baby.
ANYWAYS Y'ALL PEACE BE WITH YOU AND PARTY HARDY ON CANADA (DOMINION) DAY!!!!

Call me Crazy but...

No actually you can just call me crazy. Fuck all this writing to please ppl, I'm going to write what I feel right now at this moment. And at this moment I feel absolutely nuts. I felt all day a sort of impending doom, then at 3AM called my dad to pick me up from my friends house and bring me home cuz I was sad. I just felt so alone, and I guess I'd rather be alone with my cat and my stuffed animals. Maybe it was cuz moths flew in, maybe it was cuz my ankle hurt, maybe it's cuz I'm not quite over my attempted suicide of Sunday night. I try to brush stuff aside but I guess it can't be brushed. This empty feeling is stuck here. I hate falling asleep alone. I need someone awake with me for me to sleep well. If this is due to spoiling from Michael I don't know, but all I know now is that I can't cope. Insomnia isn't pretty, especially when it depresses me to extreme extents. I just want to be in his arms. Maybe I sound needy and clingy but wtf I am. So it goes. All I know is that everything feels like it's in a dark hole right now and I just need to chill. I am confining myself to my house until next Tuesday when I will emerge for a dance supper, until then I am here. I think that is best. I need to chill and relax and think.

Like Ducks.

So me being the animal lover that I am, I decided to pay a visit to the duckpond down my road today. I brought bread for the little duckies (yes, I know that bread isn't great for ducks, it's as healthy for ducks as junk food is for humans, but everyone deserves a treat once in awhile, yes?) So anyways, I started throwing little bits of bread to the ducks, and all the white ones waggled their little duck bums over, but the mallards and the spotted brown ones stayed where they were. I thought it was a little weird, but I continued feeding the hungry whiteys. When they were done feasting they started to swim back to their shady little spot under a tree. But much to their surprise the coloured ducks had claimed that are for their own. Enraged, the white ducks began flapping their wings and quacking loudly and swimming towards the coloured ducks angrily. The coloured ducks fled, quacking in fear. The white ducks then surrounded one little brown duck, splashing him and nipping his bum. The poor guy kept trying to fly back to his coloured comrades, but they were already halfway across the pond.
This continued for awhile, and finally peace was established with the two duck clans at opposite ends of the pond. I thought that this was quite an interesting happening, I assume that the clash was due to the fact that the white ducks were considerably bigger than the coloured ducks, and they were clearly bullies.

The fact that this is the most exciting part of my day is pretty sad. I need a life, yes? But I do like ducks. I would buy a duck as a pet if I could.

The Emptiness will Haunt you

Yo dawgs.
Left my laptop cord at the community center, so was laptop-less for a week. Pretty effing brutal. But I have it now so I am so flipping happy! I am currently sitting outside in the beautiful sunshine blogging. Could life get much better? ++ listening to Alesana <3
So yesterday I went DT to Underworld to see my friend Adam play a show. His band, A Hopeless Lie was super good. I enjoyed them mucho. Plus it gave me a reason to wear colourful skinny jeans, a hoodie, and crazy scene kid makeup, all things which I adore. I missed being part of the underworld / hardcore scene. Tee hee.
My fingers are almost healed. Which is great. I'll be able to do my driving test again =]
hopesfully it won't be as much of an epic fail. Meaning I'll pass. Fingers crossed.
Ughh I wanna cut my hair. I miss my bangs. And my blondeness. I have a feeling I'll give in and do some kook stuff to it. Stay tuned.

I'm Such a Hairy Guy

Hey kookerzzz!
Long time no blogger. I've decided to have a hair night tonight. I want to try out some hairstyles on my hair. I'm planning on trying a BIG hairstyle from the 80s, like really tease it and make it fab. I also want to do a bow made of hair on top of my head, a la Lady GaGa <3 onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjktyI9VsX7mATAfW7QEFJUYJRoq4XUwt3Hny_WaUn6E80Hyr0wLcE9XB3xRtUv38T82CLkSPfK60ynzlf9skA-IHmv3xhgbfBZOYWzAB-0tvTqlMQ6fYf2iFto4pZmvbZRPOFROLk0LzI/s1600/hello-kitty-lady-gaga.jpg">
We'll see how it goes, I'll take pictures and make a huge picture post after.
I went MAC crazy a few days ago, not gonna lie. I bought gorg bronzer, blush, and some lipstick and gloss. I achieved the perfect nude lip. I will post pics with that too. Photoshoot tonight? Definite possibility ;)
anyways i must go and teach kiddies :] peace moo cows.